I am afraid of going out at holidays

Holiday is not a good time for people like me who have enough time to go out!
Since the first seven-day holiday in 2000 I went to the TaiBai mountain to see snow, I have not gone out for more than 7 years, the reason is the process of that time of travelling is unhappy, we took part in a travelling party, so we couldn't control our time, and the people were so many that at most places what we could see was only heads, all kinds of heads, big or small, with black hair or colored hair, too little place was left for the scene, from that time, I made up my mind not to travel in such public holidays.
I have summer and winter holidays, the time is enough, I need not to hurry out, I can plan slowly and completely, then go out in those holidays.